2nd day in my new unit/office...still trying to get used to the life here...weird as it may seem...when u get to a new unit, u will learn to cherish ur previous unit...been this way for me since bmt...and now...engineers is my fav unit...and i can still recall vividly how i hated to be there on my 1st day...time rly can change a person's view...for the better or for the worse...
looks like there's alot of things for me to learn...feeling super stressed when i think i'm gonna solo the stuff ltr on when my upperstudy ords...at this new place...it's 80% working environment...20% army...this is 1 classic case of...staying put at the original position with no extra incentives vs new place, new environment with better incentives...if i were given a choice now...i would choose the former...where i'm familiar with most of the stuff and forgo the chance to get a promotion and a pay raise...
went back to help engineers pack up the rugby stuff after my dismissal...btw...engineers won...champions once again...congrats...dunno why...jus felt like i got to go back to help out...now i really miss stw...the enciks...the sergeants...my course mates...especially js my engineer buddy...i miss "my" sofa which accompanied me for a gd 3 months in stw...i miss the spec rm...i miss all stores 1 to 7...i miss sending bedsheets...i miss buying ginger tea, kopi-o, kopi-c, teh-o-siu-dai and coke...overall...i miss my life as an ooc in stw...
but life sux...and life has to go on...and i still feel emo even though i knw it's useless thinking abt it...my new life's at the medical side now...and i got to learn the new stuff fast before i get gg-ed...
and after almost 1 yr...i've decided to stop 1 of my fav activities due to unforeseen circumstances...it will totally stop after i purchase tt last specific product...as much as i would hate to discont it...there seems to be no pt carrying on...unless the gd old times can come back...but i highly doubt so...it's been a happy and a sad journey...and it has now come to an end...i feel rly disappointed...sux to be lowly commoners...saddening indeed...
and today is steph's birthday!happy birthday to steph...eat more and grow fatter k...so there will be someone to share the guilt with me! xD hope u had a fun and memorable birthday celebration today...
cabal...cabal...cabal...let's all play cabal tgt...
